Butterflies And Teary Eyes

re-doing my tumblr yo.


Uhm yeah.. that guy that I’ve had a crush on for two years, Zach, is my boyfriend now. He was on February 16th, but he broke up with two weeks later because I wasn’t acting like a girlfriend. I have a weird thing about guys touching me in any way. On March 30th he said it was a mistake and now we’re back together, and I haven’t even held his hand or anything so basically I’m 90% sure he’s gonna dump my ass again. I just don’t wanna go too fast and fuck up. He told me he loves me while back, I just told him I really like him too. We’re both too young and immature to actually love each other. I recognize that, so I don’t tell him  love him. He wants to hang out, but I told him I can only hang out with guys if someone my grandparents trust is there.(I named off a few of my best friends who know the true situation.) My friends agreed to it because the know about everything. I don’t know, I guess I’m kind of afraid of a intimate relationship that involves any physical contact. I like him a lot, I just don’t want him to touch me. Idek man, I’m messed up.


do-not-let-your-story-end:

I seriously fuck up every potential relationship.


i-dont-wanna-be-heree:

My dreams are so messed up , even my unconscious is unstable

Not everything happens for a reason. Sometimes life just sucks.Alexa Chung  (via silvike)

(Source: alexturnerisababe)

nic0tine-kisses:

Shoes arrived for prom
If you care about somebody, you should want them to be happy. Even if you wind up being left out.Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via observando)

thetallblacknerdlifts:

Thinking about running makes me tired


cybertwinks:

the only people who ever call me pretty are either old or online

(Source: gothqirl)


lumos5001:

astudyincannibalism:

my mum just told me that if we ever saw benedict cumberbatch in the street she’d trip me up and walk away so he would help me up

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your mom is an A+ parent

(Source: bill-holmes)


clannyphantom:

MY MOM BROKE A KNIFE WHILE COOKING AND SHE SENT ME THIS PHOTO AND I H A D A PAnIC ATACK

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