re-doing my tumblr yo.
Uhm yeah.. that guy that I’ve had a crush on for two years, Zach, is my boyfriend now. He was on February 16th, but he broke up with two weeks later because I wasn’t acting like a girlfriend. I have a weird thing about guys touching me in any way. On March 30th he said it was a mistake and now we’re back together, and I haven’t even held his hand or anything so basically I’m 90% sure he’s gonna dump my ass again. I just don’t wanna go too fast and fuck up. He told me he loves me while back, I just told him I really like him too. We’re both too young and immature to actually love each other. I recognize that, so I don’t tell him love him. He wants to hang out, but I told him I can only hang out with guys if someone my grandparents trust is there.(I named off a few of my best friends who know the true situation.) My friends agreed to it because the know about everything. I don’t know, I guess I’m kind of afraid of a intimate relationship that involves any physical contact. I like him a lot, I just don’t want him to touch me. Idek man, I’m messed up.